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Tuesday 23 February 2016

If the Tables were Turned... (a #1000speak Post)

If the tables were turned... a 1000 speak post.
If I were sat on concrete throughout the day, curled cold in a doorway at night. If stone were my pillow, cardboard my sheet, and my blanket fell from the sky. 

If I were hungry, huddled, cold, exposed; afraid of an unsheltered night. If I'd found a hideaway, been discovered, moved on; had nowhere else to go. 

If I knew what it was to hunt butts on the floor, scavenge food from a bin. beg handouts from passers by. If I was hungry, thirsty, drained; tortured by bellies cry.

If my gloves were wet from shifting snow, my fingers froze to biting. If my feet were screaming, barely shod, my skin icebound in tattered clothing. 

If I had to look down, was too ashamed to look up, was afraid of the look in their eyes. If I knew what it was to be guessed at, frowned upon, judged in a moment. 

If the tables were turned. If I were Homeless. I'd wish for (pray for) compassion. 

If the tables were turned... I'd wish for compassion. (a #1000speak post)
Poem by Cliff Letts. Read more Here

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If my life had been torn apart by conflict. If I knew what it was to watch friends and loved ones die. Torn apart, blown apart, tortured. 

If I'd been forced to leave my home, community, country. Leave a life time of people behind.

If my life, my children's lives depended on running, if there was little hope in the running but running was all we had. 

If I'd had to bundle up belongings, a whisper of our all. Drag my babies through the night, throw them onto an uncertain boat... answer their cries with lies and maybes. 

If I (we) survived the journey. Were thrown (traumatized) from a sea of hope into an unfamiliar (largely unwelcoming) world.  Washed up, weary worn, stranded! 

If my children now wandered barefoot in the rain, in the-there-that-we-had-run-to... rejected, hungry, hurting.

If I'd arrived at hope to find hopeless, and would rather we'd died in the there that we'd fled... than die in the there that we'd run to.   .

If the tables were turned. If I were a Refugee. I'd wish for (pray for) compassion. 

If the tables were turned... I'd wish for compassion. (a #1000speak post)

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If I were old, lonely, unwanted, forgotten. Old; forgetful, childlike, demanding. Old; frustrated, sharp tongued, aggressive. If I were hard work...a burden.

If I'd been Marie; unloved, abused. Surrounded by hopelessness; voiceless. confused. If I'd known fear without comprehension. If my screams had gone unheard. 

If I were alone; scared, unprotected. Nothing-to-no-one; wretched, neglected. If I were they that are!

If the tables were turned. 

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This is a #1000speak post. Thankfully, there are a lot of kind, compassionate people in the world. People who make a difference. People who give what they can, do what they can, bring hope to the hopeless.  Not least the folks who write for 1000-Speak.

If the tables were turned. (a #1000speak Post)

1000-Voices-For-Compassion is such a beautiful movement. There are so many contributions, from bloggers all over the World.... I encourage you to check them out if you get a chance, I'm sure you'll find some that resonate with you. 

You can do that by following @1000speak on Twitter or by checking out the '1000 Voices for Compassion' Face book page Here

#1000SPEAK FOR COMPASSION 
Speaking for GOOD on the 20th of every month

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God bless you and all those you love 

Kimmie x

Compassion brings hope to the darkest of places. (a #1000speak post)


Wednesday 17 February 2016

Just-a-Quote #6... (Homeless. Compassion.)

If you can't help all homeless people, then just help one. Just-a-Quote. Quote. Homeless. Homelessness. Compassion.

"If you can't help all homeless people, then just help one." ~ Kimmie

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Kimmie x


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"If you can't help all homeless people, then just help one." Just-a-Quote. Quote. Homeless. Homelessness. Compassion.

Streets Ahead. Homeless. Homelessness. Compassion. Just-a-Quote via @stuckinscared

Wednesday 10 February 2016

Wordless Wednesday 10/02/2016... (Poorly Pooch)

Wordless Wednesday 10/02/2016... (Poorly Pooch).  Cute| Dogs| Pets| mentalillnessgodandme.blogspot.co.uk

Kimmie x

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Tuesday 9 February 2016

If I Could Live One Day Again...

An excerpt from an archived post... HERE

If I could live one day again...  it would be the last day I saw my Dad.
Grief. Quote. "My safe place is DeAD." "It's not something I'll ever be done with, it's something I'm learning to live with.". mentalillnessgodandme.blogspot.co.uk
My Dad lived a long way away from me, and, as mentioned in previous posts, mental illness/fear prevents me from travelling. In February of last year (3 months before he died) my Dad; my always-there-and-if-he-wasn't-there-he-was-getting-there, Dad, came to me. Riddled with Cancer, barely able to stand, and in unimaginable pain, he came to me. He came to say goodbye.

We hugged lots, loved lots, talked as much as he could manage... goodbyes were left unspoken, neither of us able to say the words.

When he left, knowing how hard the moment was for him, I hugged him brave... like a grown up. The child inside was bawling, I didn't let her out.
He released my hold on him, kissed my head, and said "keep smiling babe.", then he turned and walked down the garden path.

When he reached the gate he turned and looked straight at me, he held my gaze for only a moment before turning away again. In that moment I read my life time in his eyes... and I read his breaking heart, his I love you... his goodbye.

I didn't want to be brave anymore. I wanted to run down the path with the child's tears pouring down my face, throw myself into his arms, beg him to stay.

I stayed dry-eye-brave in the doorway until he'd disappeared through the gate. Then went into the toilet, stamped my feet like a child, and cried.

If I could live that day again... I'd run down the path!

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God bless you and all those you love

Kimmie x

"Nothing feels real...everything's TOO real... I'm lost without you." Grief. quote. mentalillnessgodandme.blogspot.co.uk



Monday 8 February 2016

Just-a-Quote #5 (Dad)

Quote. "When God was handing out Dads, he saved the best for me." via @stuckinscared mentalillnessgodandme.blogspot.co.uk

"When God was handing out Dads... He saved the best for me." ~ Kimmie

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Kimmie x

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Tuesday 2 February 2016

Just-a-Quote #4... (Hope)

Just a quote... "With every heartbeat there is hope." via @stuckinscared

"With every heartbeat there is hope." ~ Kimmie

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God bless you and all those you love 

Kimmie x