I'm... actually, now I'm here I'm not sure I know how to explain (except briefly) what I am at the moment... Depressed, I think (certainly feels like depression) - lonely (yet struggling to connect) - wordless (with a head full of things I need to say) - scared, confused... stuck in sad.
I know all of the above are symptoms of grief; google told me so, and I know I'll bounce back... I have 'bounce back ability' :o), but for now, dealing with Littlie's needs (she has many), and doing my best (with 'The-Body Guard's help) to get her through the Summer holidays (hopefully, with a smile on her face), is as much as I can manage.
I'm hoping to be blogging again in a few weeks, all being well (or at least ish), in the meantime, I'll catch up with those of you who are on Twitter/facebook as often as I can manage.
I hope you're all okay, or at the very least okay-ish, and wish you all a sunny, smiley summer... Don't forget to paddle, it's good for the soul :o)
Thank you for allowing me to share
God bless you, and all those you love