'As long as there are hearts in my care'

Am I meant to endure?

Bear forever these relentless attacks from the ‘Stranger Within’

Coalition of 'Strangers External' now allied  

Damaged ‘stock’, a drain on loved ones, a drain on the state

Existing shamefaced in a world where others live  

Fight or flight? Consumed with fear

Gods disappointment  

Haunted by another time – I’m needed there

Juggling madness and mothering – I’m needed here

Keeper of hearts, taking care not to hurt them

La-di-da persecutors seek to destroy – hearts are threatened

Must endure!

Nabobery hoodwink the masses - ignorance permits

OCD’ torments me with 'their' words

Paranoia - fear - shame, my own mind is the oppressor’s mightiest weapon!

Quote: "The human spirit will endure sickness; but a broken spirit who can bear?"

Run away – run and hide - panic!

Silently screaming - visibly scarred – STUCK IN SCARED

Too much to bear, unbearable now – Is this it?  Am I broken? Is this what broken feels like?

Unendurable  

VOID... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... crimson awareness

Welcome relief - wounded NOT broken

Xmas – I love Christmas – Random

Years of Yesterdays and all my tomorrows – as long as there are hearts in my care - I endure.

Z – Clearly I never thought this through because despite an extensive ‘Google’ search I found no ‘Z words’ to fit my thoughts. Fail...! o_O

POSITIVE THOUGHT 
Christmas (obviously) and just above that, right at the top of my list of positives, are the much loved 'hearts in my care'. 

PRAYER

Lord, Thank you for my children, for trusting me with their hearts and for every single day (no matter how difficult that day is for me) that you wake me and bring me to them. Amen

                                    

Thank you for allowing me to share 

God bless you and all those you love 

Kimmie x 

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'I do not like that 'Cam-I-am'

That ‘Cam-I-am’ 

That ‘Cam-I-am’ 

I do not like that ‘Cam-I-am’

I do not like him here or there  

I do not like him anywhere

I do not like him on my telly

Evil grin - State funded *belly*

I do not like him in my head

Invading dreams when I'm in bed

I do not like his spite, his greed

His attitude to those in need

I do not like his spare room charge

homes (he says) are far too large

While he and his and them and theirs

Homes (state funded) rooms to spare

Looking down on me and mine

and you and yours and yours and theirs!

You homeless poor man....? 

'Cam' don’t care!

That ‘Cam-I-am' 

That ‘Cam-I-am’ 

I do not like that ‘Cam-I-am

Not in my head not here or there

I do not like him anywhere

I do not like his common(s) trough

Piggy chums, (state funded) scoff

I do not like his welfare war

Feed the rich starve the poor

His food-bank Britain - *Eton mess*

Cameron - Osborne - IDS

“Scrounger, skiver,  feckless slob”

“Sick, Disabled? - GET A JOB!” 

PIP PIP (pardon the pun) - State funded wine

Looking down on me and mine

And you and yours and yours and theirs

You hungry poor man....?

'Cam' don’t care!

That ‘Cam-I-am’ 

That ‘Cam-I-am’ 

I do not like that 'Cam-I-am' 

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Thank you as always for allowing me to share

God bless you and all those you love

Kimmie x 

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